MusicRecords wrote:I have a traumatizing experience again a few days ago and it’s almsot making me turn to a vegetarian diet again....help
You could let your guard down and see if going vegeterian would bring you more of the positive or negative.
I remember really well feeling scared, for the lack of better word. The idea of giving up something for good was terryfing back then, but then I just tried and it worked. Listen to your guts, they seem to be sending you signals.
Lemme tell u, maybe you can advice me <3
A few days ago I was in Texas visiting my family for christmas. As I've told u all, they like to hunt animals...and this time it was no exception. My uncle went with my brothers to get some pig. Now, I don't eat pork anyway, but this to me was a bit traumatizing. They decided to bring the poor pig alive to the house...they didn't specifically hunt it themselves, but got it at some farm like type...they offered to kill it and cut it for them but they decided not to since they didn't want to get any blood in the truck. Anyway, they brought the poor pig on some kind of rope leash and the poor thing was crying/screaming. Idk if y'all have ever heard a pig in distress, but it sounds terrible and so loud! Like I'm pretty sure the pig knew something bad was up
Anyway, I decide not to watch the killing because I felt so bad....but even when I was in the house I could hear the poor pig screaming outside...it was horrible. Apparently they killed it by stabbing it instead of shooting it (according to my uncle, it would be easier to just stab it than shoot a bullet in it
).....it was just awful. I could hear the poor pig making terrible sounds then those sounds fading away as it eventually died.
Anyway that wasn't it. Later in the day one of my brothers was bragging about how he helped kill it and randomly showed me a picture he took....it was of the poor pig cut open when my brother had sliced it...it was so bad, I almost threw up.
This has kinda been haunting me these past days, somehow I can't get over it...and like I said I don't eat pork, but seeing my family eating it after it was cooked and all kinda got me wondering, was all that even worth it?