Oh my god, kids, pray for me.
Since February I have an acute Goldbladder infection (yes it sounds like and is an old-ppls-disease) and it took my doctor 3 months to diagnose this... well I actually went to a liver-specialist who finally said to me that I wasn't mentally ill and that my pain was real. The last 2 days have been satanically horrible again with pain. The pain you have from this is comparable to the pain women go through when they are giving birth btw, it's like the pain from contractions.
My doctor is supposed to give me a date for my operation, the thing has to be removed... however, so far he did nothing. Tomorrow I will go back there and yell at him. I cannot live like this anymore. I have lost close to 30 pounds due to this... bc in the end, you cannot eat anything anymore... I am practically starving right now... like in the literal sense of the word.
I'm eating pain meds like candy... only so that I can go to work every day... which is insane.
So, pray for me that my doc stops being a dick... if he doesn't help me tomorrow, I'm going to commit myself to the hospital on my own. I know I could have already done it... but you know... I want to do it right and not be such a drama queen.... but that pain... omg...
Well, so if you don't hear from me again after tomorrow / next week... I may be recovering from surgery. <3
love u all.